What is life. . .

Got to do with it? Today was a bit of a rough day for me, I have been crying a lot and can't seem to shake it. I think part of the reason I feel this way is all the stress I am under. I don't seem to deal with stress as good as I could, it makes me more depressed and very emotional and ill. Things are good but if only I could control the stress in my life. I am trying really hard.

I did however, find a great place to live, a place where I know my creative juices will be able to flow, I will post some pictures of my new apartment. I really lucked out and found a great place for a steal of a deal. I will be looking after the place for the owner until he returns to Canada. It's fully furnished so I can sell all my "crappy" furniture and move into a chic space.

I just need to come up with $3000.00 somehow for school and whatnot, sure has been hard paying all the bills. I pray that I get a government student loan or I won't be able to go to school at all, not sure what I will do then. I am praying for a miracle. I have started packing some small things like books already and thinking about what I don't want, which is a lot.

Something good has happened in my life too but I won't go into details just yet because I am not sure about it. Time will only tell. On another note, I have been fully weaned off of my Prozac and I don't feel any different which means it wasn't doing anything for me. I am glad I am on one less medication, the bill for medications will be cheaper next month that's for sure. Just a little mad that I have a full bottle of Prozac that I won't be using, it was expensive, oh well!

I guess I should go to bed soon if I want to be up early for church, God willing!
Love and hugs,
Monique

So here are the pictures of my new apartment in Vancouver, British Columbia! I have fallen in love with the grand piano and can't wait to tinkle it's ivories!